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I don't hate you.
How can I hate something, someone that I have loved so much for years? I even gave up everything I have just for it. Put my life on the line just for you, sacrifice my whole past and future and maybe the world, ignore any better man just to be with you. It's not the intelligence that counts, it's the kindness you have that I fell in love with.
But once I see how wrong you could be for a moment may have change so much perception of you. Makes me step back and think, are you really that man I choose? Cause it seems to me lately you just someone I that I used to know. You act childishly, and that's the worst thing anyone can do after so much statement about how a grown-up you are.
You hate me that much that you won't even see my face even just for a bit. And I don't get it why you are the one who avoiding me? Shouldn't I be the one who do that to you after what you've just said? If you try to make me feel guilty and say how stupid you are and how you're not good for me, I think you got it right.
Because the last thing I need to hear is something that could makes me feel bad about myself, which I already did.