It's been ages since my last post!
So many things happen from the last time I wrote and the times between until this very minute.
I have finished my internship time in Social@Ogilvy. Six months! I got so much gifts and embrace in my last day, it almost feels like home being there. School starts next Thursday and I'm planning to send my CV to another advertising agency nearby to be an intern and get my credits this time. I got freelance job and it's a good start, I think, before I'm doing another internship program for credit.
So much things I wanna do but so little time and energy I have in one day. I wanna read more books, learn more and write fiction again. So much things I wanna do just to make me feel good, again, about myself. Which sometimes I feel like I'm doing something weird. There's always some questions like, "Am I good at this?", "On scale 1 to 10, how suck, pathetic idiot I am?" or "Am I happy with all of these achievements?".
And one questions I can't figure out: is this the real, true and right path? How significant this choice could affect my life?
Am I think too much or is it something that all people in twenties would feel about their selves?
What if it leads me nowhere? Or some place I never imagine, somewhere awesome but it takes a great deal of pain in process?
Of course, I didn't really have a choice right now. I just hope it's not gonna hurt me.... again. I'm not that strong to take that twice in the very same decade.
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