- 2. what would you name your future kids? Adriana Rangga Katari Silalahi for girl and Matthew Ezra Silalahi for boy. Not that I'm ready to have one one. I don't even like kids.
- 3. do you miss anyone? My mom.
- 4. what are you looking forward to? Job in multinational advertising agency. Great career is all I want.
- 5. is there anyone who can always make you smile? Bosco, I guess.
- 6. is it hard for you to get over someone? Totally. Years and still counting.
- 7. what was your life like last year? I was so desperate at first but last year I was an intern in Social@Ogilvy and I learn so much so I guess that's nice.
- 8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed? Yup.
- 9. who did you last see in person? their good sides.
- 10. are you good at hiding your feelings? not really. maybe sometimes I do, but most of the time I don't.
- 11. are you listening to music right now? My baby brother's, Stereo Heart. Kinda hate it.
- 12. what is something you want right now? fixing the air conditioner in my bedroom. It's killing me I had to sleep in my brother's.
- 13. how do you feel right now? Alright, I guess. Just a bit lazy.
- 14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you? Last Friday, on my last day in the office. It was Ferdi and Ridz and Patrick, I guess.
- 15. personality description. Ugh. I'm not a patient man. Got a bit of bad temperament. I could kill someone in my mind when I hate them, like, thrice a day.
- 16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn't? Yes. I don't have guts to do so.
- 17. opinion on insecurities. I don't know. I'm a very insecure person.
- 18. do you miss how things were a year ago? Not really. I guess things get better now.
- 19. have you ever been to New York? Nope. I wish I could work in Ogilvy NY though.
- 20. what is your favourite song at the moment? High Hopes-Kodaline, Fuerteventura-Russian Red and classic Breathless-Shayne Ward.
- 21. age and birthday? June 11th 1992, I'll be 22 this year.
- 22. description of crush. It's like there's something inside your body, your souls, that has died for ages and when you see him, it's like you're alive once more.
- 23. fear(s). Economic crisis. Losing from a battle I'm in. Red doesn't love me anymore and not able to move on from Yellow.
- 24. height. 158cm.
- 25. role model. I'm not sure. Robin Scherbatsky and Lily Aldrin, I guess.
- 26. idol(s). Benedict Cumberbatch. Geez I want him to do me.
- 27. things i hate. Pathetic people. Racist people. Loud-annoying stupid people. I hate people, for sure.
- 28. i'll love you if... you protect me, respect me, fight for me, try to be better for yourself as you try for my sake.
- 29. favourite film(s). Molly Ringwald's.
- 30. favourite tv show(s). Sherlock, Friends, How I Met Your Mother, The Big Bang Theory, Modern Family.
- 31. 3 random facts. Sometimes I think I love my dog more than my boyfriend and my brother, I do enjoy drinks (Vodka only, I hate beer) and cigarettes occasionally, I'm not sure I'm a good person.
- 32. are your friends mainly girls or guys? both. But most of my girlfriends are not so lady-like and I'm the most feminine in the group and I can't stand girly-kind of girl.
- 33. something you want to learn. Krav maga. the art of being a great assassin. Italian ad Spanish.
- 34. most embarrassing moment. I don't even wanna try to remember it.
- 35. favourite subject. Books. Craft. DIY. World histories and dogs.
- 36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill? Being happy in the end, release all anger and madness, try to be a better person.
- 37. favourite actor/actress. molly ringwald.
- 38. favourite comedian(s). I'm not sure. I do like ben stiller & owen wilson though.
- 39. favourite sport(s). I don't have one. Swimming, I guess.
- 40. favourite memory. when the first time I met Red.
- 41. relationship status. Taken and serious.
- 42. favourite book(s). HOW ON EARTH I COULD NAME IT ALL?
- 43. favourite song ever. Everybody's Changing-Keane.
- 44. age you get mistaken for. I don't know.
- 45. how you found out about your idol. Internet.
- 46. what my last text message says. From Red, getting a massage but he don't like it.
- 47. turn ons. Brilliant mind, intimacy and kindness.
- 48. turn offs. Greedy, and I judge people from how they eat.
- 49. where i want to be right now. Bath tub.
- 50. favourite picture of your idol
- 51. star sign. Gemini.
- 52. something i'm talented at. Lying.
- 53. 5 things that make me happy. TV shows episodes, notifications from any social media assets, cuddling with Red, my dog Cipluk, shopping.
- 54. something thats worrying me at the moment. My weight.
- 55. tumblr friends. Skip.
- 56. favourite food(s). Italian food, anything with cheese and Lunar New Year's special salty veggie with pork chop.
- 57. favourite animal(s). Dogs. Birds. Panda, penguins, sheep, elephant, giraffe, deer, horse. anything but sharks and insects and reptiles.
- 58. description of my best friend. He's such a silly man I would like to marry.
- 59. why i joined tumblr. i was bored.
- 60. ask me anything you want. nah.
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Pertanyaan Nggak Penting
So I found this questions list on Tumblr and since I had nothing to do yet, I guess I'll give it a try.
Sunday, March 9, 2014
Twenty-something: Paths
It's been ages since my last post!
So many things happen from the last time I wrote and the times between until this very minute.
I have finished my internship time in Social@Ogilvy. Six months! I got so much gifts and embrace in my last day, it almost feels like home being there. School starts next Thursday and I'm planning to send my CV to another advertising agency nearby to be an intern and get my credits this time. I got freelance job and it's a good start, I think, before I'm doing another internship program for credit.
So much things I wanna do but so little time and energy I have in one day. I wanna read more books, learn more and write fiction again. So much things I wanna do just to make me feel good, again, about myself. Which sometimes I feel like I'm doing something weird. There's always some questions like, "Am I good at this?", "On scale 1 to 10, how suck, pathetic idiot I am?" or "Am I happy with all of these achievements?".
And one questions I can't figure out: is this the real, true and right path? How significant this choice could affect my life?
Am I think too much or is it something that all people in twenties would feel about their selves?
What if it leads me nowhere? Or some place I never imagine, somewhere awesome but it takes a great deal of pain in process?
Of course, I didn't really have a choice right now. I just hope it's not gonna hurt me.... again. I'm not that strong to take that twice in the very same decade.
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