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Tuesday, August 4, 2015

I'm Not Exactly Where I Want To Be

It's been months since I got this urge to change something in my life. Career-wise, precisely.
I work as a social media content writer in a great multinational advertising agency. I've been doing this job for 2 years, 1.5 years as full time employee and 6 months as an intern. I was feel great, confident, happy and proud of what I'm doing. But I always wonder if it's the right path for me.

I feel stuck. Not because the job, I love my job. But I love myself more, and I am a very complicated human beings. I wonder if there's more in life to do. To feel something different. There's actually a list of something I want to do:

  1. Content wizard
  2. Agency goddess
  3. Write a book
  4. Travel
  5. Fight for animals rights & protection
  6. Read more books, living in a library!
  7. Doing art
  8. Event
  9. Fight for human rights
  10. Kill bad people. Just kidding. No I'm not.
I used to think I want a different career, but I realize I'm not sure about it. I actually don't care about my career choice, either works in agency or travel or something, as long as I feel alive. Looking back my youth, I've wasted it in my room. I'm that kind of girl who will try to get what she wants and actually fight for it. But now I feel like I am not myself.